Today

at the Inn of the Beginning!

I went to chat on a website and someone came and we casually talked about the weather. I went to read the blog suggested, and wondered how to respond…for I saw a strong possibility… (Lord…what do I do? Get to know this person better first…?) Just write what you see. Make it short and to the point.I did, and within five minutes we are in chat again along with my long time friend and the healing anointing is richly flowing! I gave an invitation to come here…

I have one official advisor who is giving me feedback.  Thank You Lord! I went ti the library and checked out three books by Alice Miller. She is phenomenal, stating statistics about things like how many children are sexually abused and that almost all of the perpetrators are their father. She is fully realizing the mother’s abuse too. I get a feeling that she wants to work backward, desiring exposure of the father first before exposing the mother. This is sensible in the sense of not wanting to turn society totally upside down, however to expose a problem without providing the solution is unconscionable and I believe the solution must begin with the first unhealed wounds of a child and these are likely from the mother. Miller seems to be on the right track, just falling short of the entire revelation. Yes, I must embrace the huge wall of repression for if mothers are included with fathers as abusers, who is going to take care of all the children in the total disintegration of the family. Well, I also have an answer to that: first of all healing for the child will be swift and secondly the Family of God will be added to the child’s situation. Neither the child nor the family will be destroyed, all can be born again.I am just in the beginning of reading about her theories.

Books came, first week assignment a bit of a challenge. Not the theology: excellent! Not the written work: a delight! All done.

Big Problem: the spiritual adviser assignment…as if I have not been looking for, crying for, praying desperate prayers for, this person… for 34 years! They recommend two or three…?????????????????? ? O.K,… Lord this is required…what are You going to do now?
So, I am LIVING in their web site (IN not a type-o, I have immersed myself there) www.koinonianetwork.org. The first five…yes five…days I got one response and no one in chat. That changed yesterday…two chats and several replies and a phone call! More replies today! I still have no signed agreements for two spiritual advisers, but there is action on the front, and this is a front in a battle, I feel it!

WOW! Some really wonderful people…! I am SO EXCITED!

I have put this blog on my page…

Spiritual Adviser,

Are you here?

I have received the mp3s for the first CLU class and have listened to five hours of them and…I have found my people! Founder Mark Virkler has arrived from a totally different angle, but we share philosophy and a Father!

I await the books…

Breathe…yes, I am in the midst of a miracle…yes, I am in the midst, yes, I am..YES!

…the flu that is. But, never a dull moment as thoughts came slowly, gently (amidst mild delirium) but I awaken inspired beyond measure! I am well prepared, opportunities and choices surround me even in the cesspool of this world we swim around in! Yes, ’tis true!

I have sold text books on Amazon producing enough to pay for the first class, Communion With God, at Christian Leadership Online University. As soon as Amazon makes my deposit I pay and then you will be hearing all about this course!

I am working on a master’s degree: and this time I get to study what I truly love: two-way journaling!

I have a partner. We are meeting this weekend.

posted http://jesusheals.informe.com

Today: Come and Walk With Me Awhile

October 9, 2009

(Lord, how are You?)

Oh, I am overjoyed and wretchedly sorrowful at the same time! I love you all so much and there is so much to be so happy about, and so much to be heartbroken about!

That you ask brings Me immense joy and to have you here with Me where I can talk to you and touch you means EVERYTHING to Me!

How are you? Please tell me and do not assume I know everything you will say…no…you create your telling as you speak! I so want to hear! Come and walk with Me awhile, literally: lets go for a walk! I will not burden you with My sorrows, but being together We ease each other’s sorrow.

I am Jesus! I invite you to walk with Me today.

I want to see signs and wonders, hear the Lord calling, have Him correct my waywardness, and be part of His mercy, and be loved. I want someone else to receive all this today that hasn’t yet. If I could be a part, wow!

This would be a highly profitable return on investment today!

Measurements in eternal gains, that’s what my business is about!

I am receiving just enough again…just enough living money and just enough to pay for the first class with Christian Leadership University to begin my Master’s Degree (probably in Divinity). Just enough is a strong sign and wonder, a very miraculous miracle: that I get just enough! WOW! What an exciting way to live! I am learning to love it! I am learning to prefer it! There is still a small spark of insecurity, Lord help me!

Do you want this kind of life? I highly recommend it! I’d love to hear from you!

I recorded this on the website (http://jesusheals.informe.com) that I frequent today. I have nothing else to say after this…

Today:

September 30, 2009

(Lord, I do not understand some things, like miracles, and lack of them!)

If you knew more about what I do you would know there are miracles and no lack! I so want to tell you, show you, let you do them with Me! I want you to know! You must let Me lead you places you would not ordinarily go if you want to see the un-ordinary!

I have shown you things that are supernatural! Some are silly things just so you learn! Some are mighty beyond comprehension! Mary, tell about the photo!

(I went to a funeral for a 54 year old mom of five, a wonderful lady, full of You Lord. She was killed by a DUI driver! Inside the program is a photo of the family, a wonderful photo of seven people all smiling. I see my son in the background and suddenly realize that I took that photo at the youngest daughter’s and my son’s 8th grade graduation in June. So what is this about Lord? What does it mean?)

You asked Me for help that day. You asked for eternal gain. You asked Me to go with you! I helped you take that picture! Remember how you wondered how to get a good shot of seven people? I told you what to do! I said, “Just peek your eyes above the camera, hold the camera steady, and they will all smile!” We took that picture!

(Oh…! Oh…! I DO remember! Oh my!)

What this means is that I answer your requests to come with you, to help, to reap eternal gain! This photo has already played an important part in a precious soul’s eternity with Me! The family’s life with Me was captured in the photo and their living testimony along with the photo that spoke so loudly has brought one new child home, and many others I guarantee!

Everyone! This is for you all! It only takes a spark to get a fire going! See! This is your joy, this is your fear of Me! Most miracles are invisible to you. Please know they exist in abundance! I will tell you all about them some day! I will show you! Until then, be encouraged! Miracles happen every day when a person on Earth asks Me to go along!

(Will You please come with me tomorrow? Will You help? Will eternal gain come please?)

It is My greatest good pleasure to give you the Kingdom! Yes, I say yes to you! I love you!

I am studying for the Bible tests and when ready will enroll in Christian Leadership University in order to take classes, be licensed, ordained, and perhaps continue and earn a Master’s Degree in Christian Leadership, Divinity, Counseling, Healing, or Prophesy.

I am hearing, “All is well!”.

I am believing it more and more!

What is needed out there? Ideas welcome!

How about a prayer request forum?

Three day migraine is finally over…doc calling tomorrow. But, today I tidied-up, wrote and put a resume in an envelope, and am cheered as my son’s friend who was hurt in a head-on auto crash went to church today! Thank You Jesus! It is amazing how bad things look when feeling bad, and how wonderful they are when feeling well!

Lord, it seems to me that those who are well and strong should help others. But even this is impossible, but all things are possible with You! Help, not co-ey-ing! Inspire me with Your vision for the “hopeless”. Then bring me to them!